He Could Have Been Better to Me! #Santa

After all the hustle and bustle, the taking care of everyone, the motivating, the encouraging, the pep talks, the give and all the hoorah......

That chump could have been better to me! I mean, I did all the right stuff. I did what they expected of me. I publicly denounced the bad stuff like a glass of wine and taking/posting a pic at the local spot with the besties. I mean, I pushed that desire way down to spasm on the person that got on my very very very last nerve! Geeeezzz, what else was I supposed to do?

On top of all that, I get to the infamous Christmas Day and viola.... NADA! You mean to tell me He couldn't leave that dude that I've prayed for? The 1,000,000 dollars that I believe I should have gotten or the new crib that I desire with no issues. Got dang it.... not even the upgraded Benz? Lord, you have got to be kidding me! 

All,  I know is that.... HE COULD HAVE BEEN BETTER TO ME! #SANTA

I keep hearing all this stuff about what the NEW YEAR is going to bring. Affirmations everywhere, the positives messages and more and more hooplah. How in the world can I be down? How can the good stuff finally happen to me? Let me take a peek in on my own life....

Wow.... I think I see it now. I was so busy helping others. I invested soooo much time doing this and that. I went to work 5 of 7 days a week, toiled and toiled, took care of these kids, went to school and catered to the needs of everyone else.

I think I'm starting to understand now. Even as I read this "talk", it's missing something. It's missing the essence of me. Danyell, what did you do for Danyell? Yes, you took a couple trips this year but what did you do to actively yield your harvest. You were focused.... but your focus was on everyone else. WOW.... what a freaking REVELATION! Girl, you were so busy putting smiles on the faces of others that you forgot to truly focus on what it is that you wanted to bring forth.

YIKES!!!!  So, with that being said... I am excited to ANNOUNCE.... I'm Grabbing & Going! I'm taking all of what I learned in 2017 and recalibrating! Oh my, I can feel the excitement welling up on the inside. I get to take what I learned through giving and now apply those same things to my life! I have released some things and now I have the ability to receive.....

I don't think you can comprehend what this means. This thing here is majoriffic! (yep, i made that up) .... I can feel it running all through me!

He Could Have Been Better to Me! #SANTA

I COULD HAVE BEEN A LOT BETTER TO MYSELF! #SHOWTIME

*this has been a very good year